it's summer?

seasons come and seasons go, and I think I miss them all. i can't believe it's summer already. it doensn't feel like it. I think I'll be working for the rest of my life... when i take breaks i get bored. I've forgotten how to go on "adventures"....though i so desperately want to be reminded... or I guess you could say I "go on adventures" but there is no adventure in them. i miss that feeling. I wonder what God will do this summer...