fun

it's spring break. i want to act like a kid.... or more acurately, a kid with a car and a bank account. I want to go to the beach and I want to drive far away and discover a new place. I want to do a new thing. I don't just want to be free, I want to BE free. I want to read a book with no primary intention of learning... I want to learn new things with no forced intention of fun. I want to love what I'm doing and rediscover the meaning of F U N.

(by the way that's a really weird word... it sounds Chinese)