new day

today is a new day. yesterday was a hard day, and today is a new day. perhaps the second most important day of my life, and by far the hardest day of my life. weird to think about. i feel like i'm being saved all over again... without the giddiness and joy. all i know is that in HIS presence is the FULLNESS of JOY... so i don't plan on leaving His presence for a moment.
and so now the tangible definition of love is changing.
changing, yes... but i know i can't stop loving, and i might not even be able to stop feeling, but I CAN stop living by feelings. I am the most blessed person in the WHOLE world as far as I know... because I can hardly imagine being more blessed. YOU make my world blessed, thank you.
HE will never walk away.
This is the beginning of a very different year,
a very different life
and a very different destiny for me.